Longest Night of the Year
Capricorn Season + The Winter Solstice ❄️
I’ve been thinking a lot about Mary and how exhausted she must have been. Endless travel, physical complications…then there was no room in the inn.
There is no financial room for holiday breaks….but I’m taking one.
There is no physical room for me to accomplish all I need to do….so I just won’t.
I am not merry nor am I bright. I am burnt out and I am dead inside.
This year has felt like the longest night for all of us. My collective reading last night I did on Instagram talked a lot about how we don’t notice the gradual coming in of the light until it’s in front of us. When you wait for the sun to rise, it takes a while for our eyes to adjust to what we are truly seeing.
I think this year I was adjusting.
I’m turning 31 tomorrow and feel no wiser, but I am determined to try to have more fun. This year was exhausting. Prioritizing play and recovery time and healing my bodys chronic needs and pains through any means I can manage is the goal.
I know it’s been dull on my end here. I just haven’t had bandwidth or brain space to share. I want that to change and so my solstice wish is for creativity in abundance that I get to share with myself and with you. Thank you if you’ve hung on to this subscription bearing witness to my stillness.
I am offering a Solstice Reading and as always, will revamp my offerings for the New Year. If you have any ideas of what you’d like me to offer I am all ears.
🚨 If you book, I am accepting only Zelle and Apple Pay at this time. Venmo and Cashapp are a mess and got hacked when my bank acct was frauded (ho ho ho…) 🚨
Blessed Yule and Winter Solstice. My prayer is for a ceasefire and that the light comes in for all of us. - Cat