A whole lot of nothin
I think my brain turned off on Nov 5th.
Shuttered in is what it feels like behind my eyes. The blinds are flickering lazily in the sun you’d think, but instead it’s actually a fucking insane thunderstorm you’ve watched build since you first came to consciousness. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
I got asked recently if I could offer any advice, what would it be.
lol.
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Don’t let it go for too long.
The thing you’re not saying, the moments with yourself that are meditative and nurturing, disconnecting from everyone. Don’t let your dreams die for too long.
Don’t ignore your body’s signals for too long.
Your soul has time and capacity to manipulate cycles and upheave citadels. Capricorn and Aquarius energy is alchemizing with Father Time. The world is feeling the karmic destruction that is wrought when capitalism, greed, and corruption exist. I find myself embarrassed to even strive for anything beautiful when there is so much deeply and spiritually wrong. There is so much to do and so much to not look away from.
But…don’t let it go for too long.
Checking out that place, performing that song, not letting art touch you, avoiding holding on to their hand.
Don’t let it go for too long.
Choosing Yourself and choosing Others is always an option we have.
Well. and memes. We will always have memes. The hieroglyphic mysteries of our time. The clock is tik toking, how will you use it?
The most valuable currency you have. How will you wield it?
I’m (mostly) offline right now and completely off Instagram. Honestly, it’s not tempting to come back. It was so fucking FUN when I first made mine. Digital altars and curated spaces are real and I miss when we found it an art and a way to spend time creatively. Longform is what I love. It’s how I operate best, not in an ai summary. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
¯\_(ツ)_/¯ sorry about this it’s just the only way I can accurately describe a feeling right now.
I’m actually really not fucking sorry.
ANYWAYS, I am still doing Yule readings as we are still in that season until Imbolc in February. You can find that offering and book it on my instagram.
Debating a tarot tumblr….but enjoying my old one none of you will ever get to see. Secret digital spaces are important too. Reading books, deliberately not reading myself and trying to let myself just be chill….cuz the world is very unchill right now.
Lately, I’ve been inspired/devouring My favorite Scorpio Rising
Capricorn Season was an insane moment to choose to binge Succession.
Work life looks like this. Slack’s keeping me awake at night.
Boo capitalism.
Yay some foundation under my hard WON feet. Bitch.
Turning 32 felt like this:
There’s a lot I just don’t fucking know right now. We all don’t.
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So you might as well lock in harder with yourself and your people right?
I don’t know much, but I do have a feeling that you should get the fuck out of whatever way I’m goin.
And So.
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It is.
Housekeeping 🧹
Tarot Bookings are open. Witch Journaling Circle is on hiatus until April. I’m on a podcast soon. 🎤
Not on BlueSky much yet but hey
Everything else is here